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firequakes for our fic-exchanges or something like that bc she's so friggin' amazing♥ THANK YOU ALEX, I LOVE YOU♥♥♥♥
2. f.t island; hongki/jaejin;
3. f.t island; jonghun/seunghyun (or/with broken or unrequited love jonghun/hongki);
4. 91-line; jaejin/key;
5. 91-line; jaejin/dongwoon;
6. 93-line; iu/jiyeon(/luna)
7. t-ara;eunjung/jiwon (former 5girls,t-ara);
8. soloists; younha/iu;
9. t-ara; hwayoung/qri;
10. t-ara/snsd; taeyeon/soyeon
firequakes for our fic-exchanges or something like that bc she's so friggin' amazing♥ THANK YOU ALEX, I LOVE YOU♥♥♥♥2. f.t island; hongki/jaejin;
3. f.t island; jonghun/seunghyun (or/with broken or unrequited love jonghun/hongki);
4. 91-line; jaejin/key;
5. 91-line; jaejin/dongwoon;
6. 93-line; iu/jiyeon(/luna)
7. t-ara;eunjung/jiwon (former 5girls,t-ara);
8. soloists; younha/iu;
9. t-ara; hwayoung/qri;
10. t-ara/snsd; taeyeon/soyeon
jongki - drive me crazy, 1044w [1/2]
Jonghun drives him insane, Hongki thinks. There is no other way to phrase it.
For one, it's not that the other man (and yes, they are men now, not young boys, something that Hongki can't help but stress every time) is always hovering over him, or even trying to get into every little aspect of his life— the problem is that Jonghun is always just there.
He expresses this to Jaejin one time, in confidence, but Jaein just looks at him like he is insane. Which he wholly blames Jonghun for.
"If it bugs you so much," Jaejin tells him, "then let Jonghyun-hyung know."
Hongki, of course, in true Hongki fashion, does not.
"Hongki, where are you going?" Jonghun will sometimes ask him, when he catches Hongki on his way out of the door.
"To party," Hongki answers one time, just to see what kind of reaction it would illicit from the other one.
Jonghun just raises an eyebrow at him, and laughs.
"Have fun," he admonishes with a smile.
This frustrates Hongki. He waits for the "Can I come with you?" or even the presumptuous "Let's go!" but they never come. It puzzles him— does Jonghun not want to spend time with him?
But okay, whatever, if Jonghun has his shit to do, he also has his own. Hongki shrugs, and nods at Jonghun as a good-bye, pulling the door open. He's not really going out to party anyway, he's just off to play some cideo games with Junhyung at the Beast dormitory.
Another thing that Jonghun does that bothers Hongki is when Hongki is out on his own, doing scheduled solo activities, he'd check his twitter and he'd find stupid Jonghun tweets that will make him snort, or laugh, or even just roll his eyes at the complete absurdity— but then their manager, or the director, or the PD will distract him with something, and then when he goes to check again, maybe even to send a reply, the tweet will be gone.
And then Hongki is never sure if it really was there or Jonghun really has just driven up a wall, making him hallucinate and imagine things.
"How do I tell Jonghun he's nuts?" Hongki asks Jang Geunsuk one time when he and Jonghun are both over the older man's house, hanging out and generally just messing around.
He is in Geunsuk's room, going through possible X-Box games they can play, while Jonghun is downstairs, in the kitchen, most likely buttering to Geunsuk's mother instead of just grabbing some snacks like he was supposed to do.
Geunsuk just laughs at Hongki's question. "I think you're the one who's nuts."
Hongki hates that secretly, he totally agrees.
But when they're together, nothing changes. Jonghun acts like everything is normal, like he isn't actively trying to push Hongki over the edge, so whatever, Hongki is cools, so he acts fittingly: carefree, too-cool-for-you, and generally exactly the same as he usually always is. Or at least would be, if he doesn't feel like he should be checking himself into an institution anytime soon.
jongki - drive me crazy, 1044w [2/2]
"Is something wrong?" Hongki finally asks Jonghun.
They're overseas for a concert, and the two of them are sharing a room like they always do when they're not in Korea.
"I'm just thinking about tomorrow's performance," Jonghun answers.
Hongki frowns. "It's not right now I'm talking about," he says. "It's... in general."
There's a pause, a somewhat pregnant silence, and Hongki almost lets out a sigh of relief because maybe not all of it was just in his head after all. But—
"What are you saying?" Jonghun asks.
"Never mind," Hongki mutters, switching off the night lamp. "Good night."
And then it's dark in the room, the only light coming from the moon peeking through the window. There's only silence, and after a few minutes, Hongki thinks that Jonghun is probably sleeping already, which, for some reason really annoys him. Luckily, their twin beds are close enough that if Hongki moves close to the edge and angles himself right, he can probably reach Jonghun and poke him with his feet.
Unfortunately, what Hongki wants to give Jonghun is not a simple poke, but a hard kick, and when he attempts this, he topples off his bed, and falls with a loud thud on the floor. He hears the lamp switch click, and then there's light again, and Jonghun is laughing at him.
"What happened?" Jonghun asks, barely understandable, what with the accompanying snorts and uncontrollable laughter.
Hongki glares at him, and then he retaliates the only way he knows how— he pounces on Jonghun, tackling him, and somehow maneuvering them into a position where he had Jonghun caught in a headlock. Jonghun is still laughing though, so Hongki presses his knee against Jonghun's back.
"Stop!" Jonghun shrieks, still shaking from the laughter that he's trying to contain.
"Stop laughing first!" Hongki demands, but he's starting to laugh as well.
"I'll try! I'll try!" Jonghun exclaims.
And then Hongki couldn't help himself either, finally loosening his hold on Jonghun as he bursts into a fit of laughter.
"You scream like a girl," he tells Jonghun, shoving him to one side of the bed, still giggling a little as he gathers Jonghun's cover sheets, pulling them over him as he lies down on the bed.
"Whatever," Jonghun says, tugging at the sheets back, falling back on the bed as well.
They're lying side by side, squished together on a single bed, and for a minute, there is only the sound of their breathing as they try to regain air.
"I miss this," Jonghun says, breaking the quiet.
"Miss what?" Hongki asks.
"Us," Jonghun answers. "Just us like this."
Hongki snorts and playfully elbows him lightly. "You sound fucking cheesy."
Jonghun shrugs, all seriousness, with suddenly no trace of humor at all. Hongki turns his head to look at Jonghun's profile.
"But I guess I do too," Hongki mumbles before turning to look the other way and quickly switching the light off again.
"Let's go on a ski trip together this winter," Jonghun says.
Hongki suddenly remembers, one of the tweets he'd wanted to reply to previously was Jonghun wondering about a winter ski trip. He was going to say "of course, you idiot," but then it had disappeared, so Hongki just forgot about it, or at least he tried not to think about it.
"Of course, you idiot," Hongki says, trying to suppress a smile.
At least he gets to say the words out loud now.
Re: jongki - drive me crazy, 1044w [2/2]
AND i also love how perfectly hongki tries SO HARD to be normal when it's actually eating him up and how he wishes that jonghun would talk to him all the while that jonghun wishes hongki would do something with him and i can't believe how perfectly this is, you write hongki so well, omggg ;___;♥♥♥
Re: jongki - drive me crazy, 1044w [2/2]
i just really wanted to write something from hongki's pov, because we're always writing from jonghun's side (obvs because we are so fucking biased), and i'm always making hongki to be such an ass-- which he can obviously be, but there is more to him and i wanted to show that! :(
Re: jongki - drive me crazy, 1044w [2/2]
lol i know what you mean! for some reason to me, jonghun's always been easier to write than hongki, maybe it's because the dynamic of how...odd hongki is so interesting from jonghun's pov because it bothers him sooo much. but then hongki's so interesting that i don't want to dull him down by writing as him and getting him wrong? but THIS WILL BE MY CHALLENGE TOO because i still need to write mine loooooool #orz i'm so proud of you bby! you wrote jongki and no one was drunk or anything! \o/
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HI, I'M JONGHUN AND I'M A HONGKIHOLIC. I MEAN ALCOHOLIC.
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