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firequakes for our fic-exchanges or something like that bc she's so friggin' amazing♥ THANK YOU ALEX, I LOVE YOU♥♥♥♥
2. f.t island; hongki/jaejin;
3. f.t island; jonghun/seunghyun (or/with broken or unrequited love jonghun/hongki);
4. 91-line; jaejin/key;
5. 91-line; jaejin/dongwoon;
6. 93-line; iu/jiyeon(/luna)
7. t-ara;eunjung/jiwon (former 5girls,t-ara);
8. soloists; younha/iu;
9. t-ara; hwayoung/qri;
10. t-ara/snsd; taeyeon/soyeon
firequakes for our fic-exchanges or something like that bc she's so friggin' amazing♥ THANK YOU ALEX, I LOVE YOU♥♥♥♥2. f.t island; hongki/jaejin;
3. f.t island; jonghun/seunghyun (or/with broken or unrequited love jonghun/hongki);
4. 91-line; jaejin/key;
5. 91-line; jaejin/dongwoon;
6. 93-line; iu/jiyeon(/luna)
7. t-ara;eunjung/jiwon (former 5girls,t-ara);
8. soloists; younha/iu;
9. t-ara; hwayoung/qri;
10. t-ara/snsd; taeyeon/soyeon
jongki - fine line between love and hate, 837w [1/2]
( 1 )
"You okay?" Hongki asks Jonghun before getting off the van.
Jonghun just sits there, staring outside the window.
"Dude, yo. Jonghun, you okay?" Hongki repeats, waving a hand in front of the other man's face, trying to get his attention.
Jonghun turns to look at Hongki, a little dazed. "Huh? Yeah, I'm good," he says. "Go have fun, do your thing."
Hongki grins. "Yeah, you know I will. Cover for me, okay?"
Jonghun snorts. "Of course."
"See you at home!" Hongki tells him, winking at him slyly before he shuts the van door and trounces off to go on his secret date.
"Where's Hongki?" The manager asks when he gets back to the van, Jaejin and Minhwan and Seunghyun in tow.
"He'll get home later on his own," Jonghun mumbles, ignoring the way their manager's face contorts into a frown.
( 2 )
"Fuck!" Hongki's high-pitched profanity rings throughout the dorm, and Jonghun rushes to his room, concerned.
"What happened?" He asked, looking around, wondering what the hell is wrong this time.
"Have you seen my favorite shirt?" Hongki's room has always been a mess, but even more so now, clothes strewn all over the bed, and the floor.
"Which one?" Jonghun asks.
"The black and red one," Hongki answers. "With the skull pattern around the collar and the bottom hem."
"Ah!" Jonghun says, remembering something. "I think it got into the communal pile of clothes and Seunghyun grabbed it unthinkingly when we went out for dinner the other night."
Hongki frowns. "Seunghyun-ah!!!!!" He screams, annoyed.
"Christ, Hongki, calm down," Jonghun tells him. "It's just a fucking shirt."
"It's my fucking shirt," Hongki snaps. "You know how touchy I am with my personal things."
"Okay, I'm sorry, I'm sorry," Jonghun apologises. "I should've made him change, but we were in a hurry."
"Whatever," Hongki says, and grabbing the nearest shirt he can, and putting it on. "I'm going out."
Jonghun sighs as Hongki walks out of the room, and he raises his arms in the air out of frustration. He hates days when Hongki obviously gets up on the wrong side of the bed.
( 3 )
"It's so quiet with Hongki-hyung around isn't it?" Minhwan muses out loud one time, while Hongki is off alone in Japan, working on his own.
"Mhm," Jonghun nods, simply poring through the music sheet he is trying to study.
"Seunghyun is working really hard to fill in for the silence though," Jaejin remarks teasingly, and Seunghyun's laughter resounds throughout the practice room.
Jonghun remains quiet. He misses Hongki too much to say anything.
"Hyung," there is suddenly someone whispering in his ear, voice low, but teasing. "Hyung," the person repeats. It's Seunghyun.
"What?" Jonghun deadpans.
"You miss Hongki-hyung don't you?" Seunghyun asks, his voice suddenly so soft, that his words barely register to Jonghun. "You're too attached."
( 4 )
"Hey," Hongki grins at him, holding out a closed fist for Jonghun to bump.
They have a ritual, the two of them, one that they do right before big performances, right before the important concerts.
Jonghun smiles at him, and meets Hongki's fist with his own.
"Budokan, huh?" Hongki says.
"We're really here," Jonghun says.
"Couldn't have done it without each other." Hongki says it so simply, so matter-of-factly, that Jonghun almost gets whiplash when he snaps his head around to look at Hongki.
They're words that don't really come out often of Hongki's mouth. Jonghun grins. "Nope, couldn't have," he says.
jongki - fine line between love and hate, 837w [2/2]
( 5 )
Jonghun has no idea when he got reduced to this, staring at his phone, waiting for Hongki's text or message, that he had gotten of his flight safely.
It's late, and he should probably sleep because he has to wake up early the next day for recording, but he's wide awake. Staring, like said, at his phone.
"Fuck you Hongki," he mumbles, finally throwing his phone across his bed, annoyed.
At himself or at Hongki, he's not sure, but what he's sure about is that he doesn't like how he has turned like this, constantly thinking about this one asshole.
Who isn't even a girl.
( 6 )
Hongki's kisses are usually rushed, hurried, like he's trying to just get over what they're doing as quick as he can. Usually.
They never ever talk about what they do, and most of the time Jonghun feels like it's just stress-relief for Hongki, and he thinks it's probably partly that for him as well.
Probably. But not really, and sometimes he hates himself for never having the courage to ask Hongki what the fuck in the world it is they're doing.
Except sometimes, for reasons Jonghun can never comprehend (and probably never will), Hongki likes to take things to slow, like he's taking in Jonghun's taste, and savoring it. Jonghun always grabs on to these precious opportunities, enjoying what he can out of whatever this is, thinking at the back of his mind that maybe he can finally ask Hongki if this means more than just nothing to him.
And then the morning after, Jonghun will wake up, as cowardly as ever, hating himself, until Hongki snuggles closer, and nuzzles his neck with his nose. Jonghun will just close his eyes then, because whatever this is, he'll take it for now.
Re: jongki - fine line between love and hate, 837w [2/2]
Probably. But not really, and sometimes he hates himself for never having the courage to ask Hongki what the fuck in the world it is they're doing.
I LOVE HOW MANY FEELINGS HE HAS, i just, don't have any other way to describe it♥ thank you so much bby ;~;♥♥♥
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and jongki is otp because we want jonghun happy? CRIES.
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i wonder if he's ever tweeted him and told him that he loves him before deleting it right away. #ttlyobsessedfangirl
SO TRUE. :( just be happy, jonghunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
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god, jonghun, lmao.
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AN ENDLESS CYCLE.
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